But I wasn't writing for someone else today. So since I was writing for myself, and I'm not the dominant type, I decided that Katie was submissive. Which led to a very interesting story.
I really like the way it ended. You'll see what I mean.
Becoming Katie, part two (evil)
I could still do it, I guess. He
doesn't have cuffs, but he's got a belt. I could tie him up with the
belt.
“Do you like it?” he asks as we
walk around the truck.
I pretend he's not talking about the
car. “It's very nice,” I say, my eyes on him.
He smiles. “You want to go for a
ride?”
“Is the back clean?”
That makes him laugh, and a few
seconds later, we're both in the bed of the truck. Right there, in
his tool box, I know he's those plastic strip ties. I could put those
around his wrists. I could take advantage of him however I want, and
hold the pictures over his head forever.
“What have we here?” I ask,
pretending that I'm finding them for the first time. I look at him
and give him my best mischievous smile. “Zip ties. Kinky.”
His eyes light up. “You like that
kind of thing?” He asks.
I nod, and lift a few of them out of
the tool box. “Come here,” I say. “Someone needs to be tied
up.”
I meant him. I swear I did. And he
really did overpower me, even though he thought we were just playing.
I was intending to tie him up. I didn't mean to have him zip my
wrists together behind my back. I didn't mean it that way.
Really.
But I still can't wipe the smile off
my face.
“You like that, don't you slut?”
And I realize that she does. Katie
does like it. She loves being tied up. “Yes Master.” The words
slip out of my mouth, but I'm not the one talking. Katie is.
He laughs and sits down on the tool
box. He undoes his belt, unzips his pants. “Am I your master?”
I nod.
“Then get over here, slut. Get over
here and suck your master's cock.”
Katie slides forward on her knees, and
I feel the stockings snag. I know they're getting filthy. Maybe torn
up. But Katie doesn't care.
Katie likes the feeling. She likes the
idea of it, of going back inside with smeared lipstick, with stains
on the knees of her stockings. She likes the thought of other guys
seeing her and knowing what happened. Of other guys taking her out
and doing the same to her. One after another. All night long. She
wouldn't even need to have her hands untied. She could just stay tied
up, on her knees, and let the boys come to her, one after another,
until the night was over and they finally let her go.
And then she'd be back again, the next
night.
I look down at his cock, rock hard and
bigger than mine, and I don't know if I can do it. The voices of a
thousand teenagers scream in my mind. Once you suck cock, there's
no going back they say.
Once you're a cock sucker, you're always going to be a cock sucker. A
fag.
I want to pull
away. But Katie struggles with me. She wants to see her black
lipstick on his cock after she's done. We fight over it, but in the
end, it's not up to us to decide.
Jared grabs her
hair, right near the root. Thankfully, he gets some of my hair too,
or he'd pull the wig right off. Then he'd be able to take his
pictures, and he'd be able to blackmail me with them forever. There
on my knees, wearing girl's clothing, hands behind my back, begging
to suck his cock.
But he doesn't
pull of the wig. He gets a good solid grip and pushes me down onto
his cock.
I could close my
mouth. All I have to do is close my mouth. No way he can make me do
this if I don't want to. He can't force me to suck his cock.
I keep telling
myself that. I keep telling myself that there's no way this is going
to happen, no way I'm going to let him push his cock down my throat.
But Katie opens
her mouth without resistance, and she moans as he slides it in. She
sucks and she slurps, and I realize that I'm sucking my best friend's
cock.
“Ooh, that's
good,” he says. “You're such a dirty slut.” He pushes me up and
down, using my head like a handle and fucking my face.
And I love it.
“You like that,
don't you?” His hips push up a little, and he thrusts all the way
down my throat. I squeeze my thumbs inside my hands behind my back,
just waiting for the gag reflex to kick in. But it doesn't.
Jared laughs. “You
deep throat like a champ, you filthy whore.” He says, pushing it
all the way in and leaving it there. I feel the pulsing tip of his
cock against the back of my throat. “You're a world class cock
sucker,” he says. “I bet you have lots of practice.”
The things he's
saying should be insulting. Should be pissing me off. He's talking
like this isn't the first cock I've ever sucked. Like this isn't my
first time, like I do this all the time. He's talking like I enjoy
it. Like I'm really a sissy fag underneath all this.
He grunts, and his
hand slips. His hand slips, and I feel the wig come off.
“Isaac?” Then
he laughs and grabs my hair again. “I always knew you were a fag,”
he says, and keeps fucking my face.
He holds me there
when he cums, pushing his cock deep into my throat and cumming right
down it, directly to my stomach.
I keep sucking,
not sure what else to do, until he pulls me off his cock and pushes
me away. I land hard on the floor of the cab. I'd run away if I could
get up, but my wrists are still bound behind my back.
“You really
pulled it off,” he says, breathing heavily and putting away his
cock, doing his pants back up. “You turned yourself into a sissy,
and then you tricked me into letting you suck my cock. And I bet you
liked it. Didn't you?”
I nod.
“Say it.”
“I liked it.”
My face flushes red with embarrassment. I'm never going to live this
down.
“You liked
sucking my cock.”
“I liked sucking
your cock.” My voice feels weak.
He's still staring
at me, and I know what he wants me to say. I swallow, at first
determined not to say it. But the silence starts to stretch, and I
realize that he has me right where he wants me. He can do anything he
wants to me. If I don't do what he says, he can bring people out from
the bar, show them what I am. He can line them up to fuck me in the
ass or in the face.
I don't want that.
No matter what my
erection might say.
He taps his foot
on the floor and crosses his arms over his chest. And I know I have
to say it. So I take a deep breath.
“I liked sucking
your cock Jared.”
He nudges me
gently with the toe of his boot. We both know he could just kick the
shit out of me and leave me here. I'd never say anything. I couldn't.
I'd have to explain how I got there. I'd have to admit to everything.
And that would never happen. He knows that. He knows he can hold this
over my head forever, that I'll never tell anyone.
I look up at him
with tears in my eyes, cursing myself for getting in this position,
hating myself for how much the thought of him being so cruel turns me
on.
He shakes his head
like he pities me. Like he's disgusted by me. “Idiot,” he says.
“You can't follow a simple order.” He looks away and lets out a
sigh of disappointment. “I guess that's something we'll have to
work on.”
“What?”
“I didn't tell
you to talk,” he says. “That's not what your mouth is for,
Katie.”
He gives me a
smirk, an evil grin. He's going to do it. He's going to keep using
me. Rape me. Do all these terrible things, call me a filthy whore.
Maybe spit on me before he finally lets me go. And I'm going to enjoy
it.
“Say it right,”
he says. “Say that you like sucking your master's cock.”
“I-” I
swallow. “I love sucking your cock master.”
He leans down and
helps me to my knees, then starts putting the wig back on,
straightening it into place.
“Much better,”
he says. “Good girl.”
Then he kisses me
on the cheek and smiles at me.
“Sissy,” he
says. “Fag.” He laughs. “Cock sucker.”
I look away, start
to cower a little. He bends down and grabs me, gently but firmly, by
the chin. “I like that,” he says. “Katie is way better than
Isaac ever was.”
I smile a little.
He smiles a lot. There's no hatred in his eyes. No disgust. Just
lust.
“We're going to
need to train her up a bit. But I think she'll be perfect.” He lets
me go, steps around and cuts my wrists free. “That is, if she's
going to stick around.”
He hasn't taken
any pictures. He gave me back the wig. No one knows what just
happened, no one but him and me. His word against mine. All I have to
do is deny it. I can just walk away, pretend tonight never happened.
I can go back to who I was. He'll be the only person who ever knows
that I'm a cock sucker. He's the only one who will ever know that I
did it, and that I enjoyed it.
I could just walk
away, go back to being Isaac. No need to stay with him. No need to
let him train me. No need to ever call him master again. I could just
go. He wouldn't stop me. He wouldn't even try.
I take a deep
breath and make my decision.
“I'm not going
anywhere,” Katie tells him. “I like it here.”
i like it...wonder how well Katie will do with her sissy training...
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