Today's entry is a bit short, but I've had a long day, so I hope you'll forgive the brevity. I wasn't entirely sure how to start this story, so I went with second person. It's weird how easily those come to me.
Earning Your Wings
I've been thinking about it. You're
right. It's not fair that we
never have sex when I'm on my period. That I won't let you fuck me,
just because I'm bloated, or I'm sore, or because my whole body
aches. What does it matter that I feel disgusting, or that I'm
actively in pain? You want sex.
So
you're right. One person being in pain shouldn't stop sex. And me
being on my period shouldn't stop us from fucking.
It's
like you said: there's always anal.
No
one ever thought of that before, you know. In all of human
existence, no one has ever considered that we could just have anal. I
mean, the blood is all at the other hole, right? So since it's just
blood coming out, why would it be a problem?
Never
mind that there's something going on in my body. Did you even know
that the walls of my uterus are peeling their way free, that there's
more than “just blood”? There's actual pain there. A tearing
cramp. It's not just an excuse.
And
never mind that it might be embarrassing. What's a little humiliation
during sex? You said it; it might just spice things up.
So
okay. I'm convinced. We'll do it all. Instead of normal sex, we'll
have anal. And when we're tired of anal, we'll have oral. You won't
even have to wash up in between. We'll just go ahead and switch. And
there will be a little humiliation, just like you wanted. My being
“on the rag,” as you put it, shouldn't stop us from having sex.
So I
agree.
But
now you have to. I, for one, don't want to make you have sex if you
don't want to. I don't want to pressure you into doing something you
don't want to do. That's not fair. So you have to say it's okay.
And
you will. You're horny, you're a man. You're ruled by your penis. I
can see it now, already straining against the latex of that condom I
put on you. I'm not going to say it's small. We both know I like it.
That I generally love having sex with you. And that I don't think
this is going to change anything.
Of
course, as nice as your dick is, as pretty a penis as you have, I
kind of like mine. Do you like it? It's only a little bit bigger than
yours. But it's not going to go soft. It won't get tired. It won't
get really sensitive. I strapped this thing on, and it'll stay hard
as long as I wear it.
Oh,
stop struggling. I'm not going to do this if you don't want me to.
And you are definitely not getting out that rope without my help.
It's not too tight, is it? You weren't complaining before. Sure, it
might have been because I kept teasing you, bringing you up to the
edge of an orgasm that I still haven't given you.
But
if you don't like where this is going, just say the word. Just admit
that sex during my period is not something you want. Just say you're
sorry, promise never to ask again, and I'll get you down.
Or
you can let this happen. Say what you will, your body makes it pretty
clear that you're into this.
And
why wouldn't you be? You're going to get anal, just like you wanted.
Sure, it'll be my cock
fucking your ass, but
that's not such a big deal. You've got a prostate, so it'll feel
really good. You'll enjoy it. And it's still sex with a girl, so it
doesn't make you gay or anything like that.
And
there will be oral. Plenty of it. Then you'll get to find out first
hand that it's more than 'just blood.' You'll get to taste the
coppery tang of my blood, and feel the little bits of lining. Those
clots of blood and mucus that rip away from me, the things that cause
the cramps; remember those? I wonder if they're soft and chewy. You
can tell me all about it later. You can tell me if it tastes
different from the rest of my blood.
Here,
smell this. No, I'm not going to make you suck my fake cock. Maybe
I'll turn you into a cock sucker some day, but not today. Today I
want you to just smell. Do I smell different? You always say you can
smell when I get turned on. Is that scent there? Do I smell horny? Or
is it all covered by that metallic smell. Do you smell the copper?
The iron in my blood?
Take
a breath. A good, deep breath. I want to know. Really. Do I smell
different? Do you like this smell better?
You
haven't apologized yet. I take it that means you want this to happen.
You want me to fuck you in the ass, don't you? You want to get pegged
by a woman, want me to take out my 'time of the month' anger on your
virgin butt. So I will. I'll fuck you deep and I'll fuck you hard.
I'll enjoy the noises you make, the grunts of pain and the sounds of
pleasure. Men orgasm when getting fucked in the ass. Didn't you know
that? Your prostate. This thing will hit your prostate, and you'll
cum, sooner or later.
Do
you think that's humiliating? I wonder. I wonder if you'll be
humiliated when you feel yourself cum, knowing that it happened
without either one of us touching your cock. Will it bother you,
knowing that you had an orgasm because I was fucking you in the ass?
I think tomorrow, when you have time to think of it, you'll be
embarrassed. It'll bother you that your girlfriend fucked you in the
ass and made you cum. It'll bother you that you had a chance to stop
it, but you didn't. And it'll bother you that you'll want me to do it
again. And I think you will. I think you'll ask me to do it again.
In
fact, I think you'll beg. I know I'm going to make you.
Once
you've cum, it'll be my turn. Maybe I'll just unhook the straps and
leave it inside you while I walk around to your front and push my
bloody pussy into your face. Then you can sop up my blood, you can
lick me out, and work that tongue until I cum. I wonder if my cum
will taste metallic. Will it be like you're licking pennies? You can
tell me later.
By
the time I'm done, you're probably going to be covered in blood.
You're always talking about how amazed you are that there's so much
of it. What you don't drink, what doesn't slide down your throat
while you lick my pussy will probably end up on your face. All over
your cheeks, your nose, your chin. A big red smile.
You're
going to earn your wings, stud. I'm going to fuck your ass, then your
tongue is going to be my tampon. And then, when I'm done, maybe I'll
help you get clean.
I'll
let you decide. Should I pour water onto your face to clean you off,
or should I drink the water and piss you clean?
Think
about it. Make sure you have a decision made before you cum. Fucking
you is probably going to be hard work. And I'm going to be thirsty.
Maybe
I'll drink the water when I finish. Maybe I'll drink it while you
press your tongue into my bleeding cunt, and we'll just let my piss
clean you off.
It's
up to you. All of it, really.
You
could still just say the word. You could call this all off.
No?
You
want this, don't you? Tell me you want it. Ask me to do it.
Call
me Mistress.
Ask
nicely.
Beg.
Yes,
seriously. Beg me to fuck you. Beg me to give you your wings.
Oh, I
love hearing you say that.
Okay
big guy. Let's get started.
reminds me of hearing so high school boys "if you can truck through mud, you can f*ck through blood"
ReplyDeletenot my think...but for a boy you did a good job describing the smell & feel of it...