It took some time, but ask and ye shall receive.
Six figures of servitude
“Is
there anything I can help you with?”
Alexis
couldn't take her eyes off the boots. The soft leather, the laces up
the back, the rubber sole. They looked so comfortable, so sexy. She
could almost feel them against her skin, hugging her calf. The strap
over the toe, that rusted color to the leather. They were perfect.
She
sighed. “No,” she said, “I'm fine. Just looking, thanks.”
She
looked at the other boots. She looked at a pair of suede boot, fur
lining around the top, along the tongue, a wedge heel and silver
buckles. She looked at knee high boots with embroidered cherry
blossoms on the black leather. At a pair of Victorian boots, the
heels curved inward at the back, the buttons up the legs.
She
sighed and looked at the bag in her lap. It was denim. Made from an
old pair of jeans. Her old pair of jeans. The pocket at the front had
once been her back pocket. The zipper at the top had once been her
zipper. It wasn't much to look at, but it was hand sewn. She'd spent
hours on it.
And
inside was her security pass, her ID, twelve dollars, and her keys.
She
still had the Porsche key chain. It looked odd next to the key to her
ancient Honda, but it reminded her of what her life had been before.
Back when she could have bought all four pairs of boots on a whim,
when she wouldn't have even needed to look at the price. When she
would wear expensive perfume, use expensive shampoo. When she had a
purse that was hand made, but hand made in Italy. When there was a
designer logo on it that wasn't Levi.
She
stood up and felt the duct tape stretch, holding the sole of her
current boots onto her feet. She wiped hands down her side, hands
that had once been perfectly manicured. The pants scratched at her
skin, but she was getting used to it. No more silk. No more lace.
Sooner or later, it would stop feeling like burlap.
She
walked out of the store and squinted in the sunlight. No more sun
glasses. She walked down the rows of cars, looking at each one she
passed. She could have driven that one. Could have owned that one.
Leased that one, maybe. Her credit was still good. Nothing wrong with
that.
When
she finally got to her car, she leaned against the threat bare seat
and gritted her teeth as the engine slowly turned over, groaning and
screeching as it did. The smell was as bad as ever, and she didn't
even try to turn on the AC. The radio played static when she was
lucky. She pulled out of the parking lot, missing her XM radio,
missing her CD player, her MP3 port. She missed having a car that ran
so silently that she could actually think, that would keep her cool
in the summer and warm in the winter.
She
wiped her eyes, eyes that at one time would have had mascara. That
was a plus. No streaks from the tears. She laughed at that and turned
into traffic.
She
parked a few blocks away from the apartment. She still couldn't bring
herself to use the garage, even if it was heated, even if she did pay
for it. Carrying her briefcase, she walked the last few blocks, going
around the building and taking the service entrance. She didn't want
the doorman to see her. Didn't want to risk him telling her she
couldn't go in. Worse, didn't want to risk him recognizing her.
She
took the stairs all the way up, knowing the exercise would do her
good. Her feet were killing her by the time she reached the top.
Those boots had once been her most comfortable, back before she'd had
to nail the heel on, back when they were more leather than duct tape,
back when the laces were all one single string, rather than the
tattered, frayed, and knotted together excuse for twine they were
now.
She
used her key to open the top of the stairwell, and stopped to take a
breath on the carpet. She leaned against the wallpaper, remembering
when the interior designer had first shown it to her. Remembering
when she said that money was no object.
The
door to the apartment wasn't locked. They didn't need to lock it.
She
stepped inside, bent down, and wrestled the boots off her feet. She
pulled off the threadbare socks with the holes, then stepped onto the
thick plush carpet. She put her laptop on the table, plugged in her
smart phone, and stretched away the aches of the day.
She
cracked her neck by the leather couch, ran her hand through knotted
hair as she walked past the huge plasma television. She went into the
kitchen, took out a place mat. She set the table for one, using the
finest china. She polished the silver, placed it carefully on the
table, making sure everything was just so. She opened the wine
bottle, let it breathe.
He
didn't say a word when he came home. Just tossed his keys into the
bowl by the door and sat down at the table. He inspected the place
setting, poured himself a glass of wine, swirled it around, tasted
it.
Dinner
was in the oven. She put it on a tray, carried the tray into the
dining room, and set it down in front of him. She put the napkin in
his lap, and she watched as he cut the first bite. He took a taste,
smiled, and gave her a gesture.
She
walked back to the kitchen, grabbed a glass of tap water, a plastic
fork, and a can of cat food. She brought it over to him, set it on
the floor next to him, and sat down. He patted her on the head as she
opened the food and took the first fork full. Maybe some day, she'd
get used to the taste.
He
ate slowly, and so did she. He savored the taste, she tried to ignore
it.
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